Just Let It Be & Go Where Your Heart Tell You What To Do

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It's been awhile since my last post... There is been something going on... But I will try to my best to share the post again every month...

So the story then begin like this...

As time goes and the people change in time... All the view, the thoughts, the action is changing too... The modern era begins as well as the dating way...

People change so that they wont stuck in the past or so that they wont be called as old school... Then maybe you're thought come, "do I can keep up with it or not?"...

You may not realize it but then you will unconsciously follow it too... Sometimes you will tired, lost, confused and exhausted from all that and you just want to be by yourself and be you again... Or you even think, "why I become like this?"... You then just wanted to change... Change to the old you or maybe turn back the time but it impossible... At the same time you want to become a better person too...

Well, the truth is you can...

The first step you should do is to love yourself... No-one can love you if you don't love yourself first...

What mean to be, mean to be eventually... Live your life with happiness and don't always playing it safe... Sometime surprises can be a good thing too...

Like love, sometimes people tend to running away from what the heart told you... They try to shut the feeling down with no reason or every reason they believe or what they want to believe... They also can push someone away or pulling yourself out from them...

To be honest, sometimes I do that to myself too... I try to protecting my heart from another heartbreak but then sometimes it feel a lot harder then I thought and it hurt even more... But there is also a thought where you find yourself trying to block away all the feeling (like you'll try to make your heart numb (like ignore that butterfly feeling) when you shouldn't do it) or pretend to be fine from the outside but how hard you try there will some mix feeling inside...

Love is not a thing that you can force but it's a feeling that will come naturally...

So you begin to questioning yourself... What so I'm afraid of, heartbreak?? Being ignore?? Being let down??

All those questions have been in your head for awhile and when there some guy try to get to know you, your wall is suddenly show up and once he walk out or disappear, the wall become higher, you don't to let your guard down and you make it some distance too because of the pain you and the feeling of let down you get from them... It's one of the reason that tears you apart, whether you want to try again or just let it be...

The strength to try sometime become to fade and you almost give up... You barely trying but there always a small hope deep inside that like calling for you to try...

There always been a feeling that you afraid of getting hurt and break into pieces before you find that special someone...

Don't let that stop you for trying and be who you are...

Just try to let it be and go where your heart tell you what to do... Don't that all those pain ruin you to make you become the person you not..