My Story - Part 1

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There is one quote said that “A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step - by Lao Tzu”...

Well what my life become now is begin with a single step when I learn to talk and walk...

My life is unbelievable great and adventurous...

It’s like when you ride a roller coaster... I suppose you guys feel the same too...

I must say I miss my childhood and it was amazing... There’s a lot going on and in my country there is a puppy love but we called it monkey love... If I remember it again, it was good and the thing is that it was also my first tho 🙈

I can be open to people but it will be with the people who is close and I think I can trust...

I’m now in the mid twenties and all I do is work and home but on the weekend I will enjoy it until it come to Monday again...

Well I think if you enjoy it time does flies so fast...

A bit intermezzo, it is raining at this friday night and I’m in the coffee shop drinking matcha with expresso and it’s kinda jazz music playing in the room, its really relaxing while you see the street with a lot of traffic...

I finally got home that day around 10 o'clock pm... The next day i barely use my phone, it got stuck so I don't remember to continued the blog...

Well, this story continued with my romantic's life...

The story begin when suddenly one of my close friend ask me, what do you think of yourself as a girlfriend, are you the possessive one or not?

Then that question keep me thinking, which one am I.... But if I think it over again to my previous relationships, I don't think I'm a possessive one... I'm actually can be really ignorant sometimes, and I also want to have friends when I have a boyfriend so I don't want my boyfriend to feel trap to go only with me either...

I want us to have friend who we can hang out with but we also have some alone time... I guess not everyone can do that, but trust and communication is important in a relationship, regardless if it with your partners or with friends or with family...

But then, there is one thought that sometimes makes me wonder... So when I get to close with a guy, out of nowhere suddenly he make a distance and we don't chat anymore... At first I'll try to chat the guy first but then the respond is a bit cold and I don't know why and the chat left just unsettle, but soon after that I heard that the guy is already have a girlfriend or come close with another girl, so I thought that maybe he really don't like me or I'm not sensitive about something....

And what makes me kept thinking is that it happen several times and it makes me think, am I bringing luck to those guys, but then 1 question pop up, what about me then??

That question seldom pop up in my mind and me, myself keep wondering if I will find the right guy...

Until then, the question gonna pop in and out by itself and will let you know later on...